Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Growing Into and Out of Beauty All at Once


Late sunlight glides
past her bare leg and I see
the whole length of her
there in the open doorway
growing up strong and perfect -
golden hair hangs long against
her shoulder and for one breath
I see the baby in the woman
and know all of her.  The mystery returns,
just as quickly, though, when she looks up
to find me staring and she smiles,
almost shyly, in my direction.

Her hands are still dirty
and her body warm from the labor
of weeding my flower bed after dinner
to raise cash for “the animals.”
She and her sister spent the afternoon
collecting garbage from their friend’s beach;
Coke cans, tobacco cans, chunks of Styrofoam
in all sizes, plastic water bottles, a comb…

Floating two giant plastic sacks up the beach,
walking through the edge of a glittering sound,
the three girls chattered their hope for other beaches
to clean, for animals to “save,” and I recognized
the beginnings of addiction.  I wonder
whether their openness to Earth’s beauty
will diminish in their knowledge of human
disrespect and their new-found desire
to do-good on her behalf.

She shakes the jar with its eight quarters
that I have placed there per our agreement
and smiles at me again, straight on this time,
proud.  I can see love for “the animals”
drawn across her face, so I smile back,

my heart in a vice for the perfect world
we gave to her, now broken.  The secret’s out.

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